questions..

Hasn't it feel any better? Or is it continue to drag me to troubles. It is me who stops my ways or is it the sense of guilt that haunts me since the beginning of my first friendship. Feeling guilty? i always do. Even on the simplest things. Some times i hate myself so much for it. To watch people reaction and react according to what pleases them. In some situation, observing and reacting towards the situation is needed.

How does one tolerate the feeling of always following in others shoes?Always told what to do?As much as you dislike it,you eventually find yourself attending to a certain command.

You find yourself sometimes comforting your heart,but you know it was always not enough.there's no satisfaction.Or maybe were just asking too much?

the world is a lot meaner out there.Seeing adults arguing on silly things and the ways of being so calculative really makes me wonder?God will i be like that one day. I certainly hope not.I'm just only maybe less then a year of being a young adult.Or is just my childish thinking?

Just really frustrated with the surroundings...anyways studies FIRST!!