topsy turny in..out..

...i was feeling really bad yesterday...
puking...in and out of the toilet several times..
everlasting sleep..could not seem to get up..
feeling giddy..could not walk properly...
ate and puked everything...
keep telling myself this will all end soon..
the feeling is totally...
horrible...

i was suppose to hang out with my dear friends..but failed to make it.this 'sickness' just came to me in the morning and my 11.30am..i felt dead.I heard they had a great time.I'm really sorry i have to make them walk there.I offered them transport there..but since i could not make it,they all walked there.thay even came to my house before they left.REALLY SORRY!!

i'm feeling better today.Sadly my appetite is not good yet.i feel sick when i see food.when i'm hungry..i just took a few bites.Stomach still a little unstable.this is so hard!!i dont think i'll ever say that want to lose some weigh.Skipping meals cause vomitting.Vomitting is so hard and painfull process, i even wonder how those poeple with aneroxia did it.this is totally no fun!!
do not get the wrong massage..i'm not suffering from aneroxia!!

thank for your concern girls!!
anyways!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEE ELAINE!!!!